Clear As Mud: Flatline

Clear As Mud: Flatline: I was going to post about nude mopping, but apparently I am in big trouble and not with my husband! Apparently I am hiding from my blog.*bli...

I am so hopeful.  This is very new to my 18 year marriage, my husband had to be pretty shocked when I told him I wanted to be tied up, spanked etc. etc. 

So it took about three days of nothing, I thought what the hell.

This morning before work I was pleasantly surprised with some playing mixed with some reluctant swats.  I think he did not trust me when I said I really wanted  needed this. 
I wasn't really sure I could actually handle it to be honest because I think he can swat pretty hard.
But it was fabulous and his reluctance turned into some fairly good swats.  I felt them, for a while after. 

It was really a pretty good start of my day, I felt kind of grounded, and more focused than I have been for a long time. 

There was some cuddling after as well, tight, warm cuddling.  Heaven.

During my work day there was some text messages back and forth about my sore nipples, from the pinching, ( I forgot to mention the pinching) and my ass.  It was great to connect during the work hours knowing that he was thinking about me in my absence.

I came home tonight and he approached me with a new idea?  I thought what have I unleashed?  He had two binder clips out and wanted to see if these would work?

Hmmmmm.  I guess we will see!

I am sooo excited, I finally sent my husband an email letting him know some of my desires and he is open to it!!! I may get my needs met yet!

Restless, anxious, and needy.
I have been looking at other's blogs, I am so envious about the things I am reading, I have an ache for that missing something.