Saturday, January 3, 2015
Nice to know....New beginings ahead!
It is nice to know many of my fellow bloggers had been just as busy and remiss in there writings..... It just took me three days to catch up on all of the blog's I usually keep up with and it seems I did not miss too much! Whew...... I will say that I found some very helpful shares and it has gotten me thinking again.
I mentioned at the end of my last post that I was unsure about my direction and asked myself these questions: "Do I turn my back on what I have identified as a missing link to feeling safe and steady......is there still a storm lying within lying and waiting and slowly brewing inside?"
I have been thinking and reading and reflecting and the answer is no I am not ready to turn my back on this journey. It is not just going to go away, I am still interested in finding my way through it. I do not know what that will look like but it is important for me to be true to myself. A friend of mine said that he thinks I am still learning who I truly am inside and trying to figure out how to incorporate it into my daily life. That is very true....I am trying to find the balance as another friend often reminds me is needed in this endeavor. These are not new concept for anyone living the TTWD, D/s lifestyle regardless of the particular players involved or the variety of circumstances. All relationships regardless of type needs balance.
I believe the storm is definitely still brewing. An exciting and energizing storm.... I am looking forward to a new year full of challenges and discoveries and taking a leap of faith.